MEMO: I Am Not Bulimic

I am *definitely* feeling more restriction.  Today at work, I had to eat a granola bar really super fast, and I had the worst restriction, and had to run to the bathroom and throw it up.  I was kind of laughing because I was thinking that God forbid someone had walked into the bathroom, suspicions would fly, I’m sure, that I was bulimic!  Kind of ironic!  I am anything but!  But sometimes, you just have to let out what the band won’t let in.  

Things are going pretty swimmingly this week.  Work has been great.  I got to meet President Jimmy Carter today!  That was really exciting.  When I say, “meet” – I mean, I said “hello” … it’s not like he and I got into a long discussion about foreign policies.  But I am sure if we had more time, President Carter would have enjoyed such a discussion with me.  I also got to meet an Art writer from the New York Times.  All extremely exciting for me.  I have been busy-busy at work, but it’s great.  

My workouts have been going well.  I have upped the cardio.  Not so much as in time, but as in how much I am pushing myself.  Tonight I ran for 25 minutes total and walked for 5-minutes.  I pushed up the speed to 4.5-5.0 and the incline.  My heart was pounding!  It felt great though.  I haven’t weighed myself since Sunday, but on Sunday I had lost 1 pound.  

Last night Terrence and I went out for dinner to Copeland’s Cheesecake Bistro.  I swear I ordered the healthiest thing I could find on the menu.  An Asian salad – seared Ahi Tuna with vegetables and ginger.  It wasn’t half bad, except I should have gotten it with the dressing on the side.  I did get some French Onion Soup (my favorite!) but asked for it with no bread.  I guess since they took the bread out, they supplemented it with more cheese than I knew what to do with.  I couldn’t eat that much cheese.  Terrence was cracking up watching me swim through the cheese … and I LOVE cheese … but I kept picturing my heart saying, “What the hell?”  So I guess I ate about half of it.  And half of my salad and brought the rest home. 

Tonight for dinner I heated up some Moroccan Trader Joe’s dinner – which was really awesome – and again, I ate about half.  I guess that’s where I’m at now since my last fill.

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