Banana Chips + Cashews = Weakness For Me.

I am banned from having cashews and banana chips in my apartment.  I have no idea why these are my weaknesses of ALL things.  I even have a leftover cheesecake in my freezer from my birthday that I haven’t really thought twice about.  Okay, that’s a lie, I’ve thought about it once – but it’s frozen (for a reason) … My weakness lies in cashew’s and banana chips.  I bought them at Whole Foods today thinking my craziness for them had passed.  It’s been a long time since I bought them and thought I would try again.  Yeah, I’ve been snacking on those cashew’s all day long.  Before I knew it I ate almost the entire bag!  And I opened up the banana chips and had a few, but realized my pattern would follow suit.  

I JUST went to the trash chute and threw them down the chute!  Haha. I’ll admit I had a few cashews on my way walking to the trash chute.  Am I some sort of tropical monkey?  It’s like I can’t separate from my nuts and banana chips!  

A part of me feels bummed that I let them get control over me like that.  I knew while I was eating them that I was…eating them!  I’m really stressed right now waiting to hear back to see if I got this job that I am so excited about.  And I have a few other things on my mind, so I think I let manifest itself through the nuts.  Plus, I just really, really like them!  

I made a good dinner for myself;  beef with corn and water chestnuts with some leftover eggplant.  I went to the gym today and did a little cardio but mostly lifted weights.  I just figured the calories weren’t worth it.  Even though I feel pretty guilty about the calories I did acquire from the nuts and banana chips.

Well, they’re in the trash now!  Tomorrow is a new day.